hi gamzee! i got your bio homework from last week, since you probably skipped or whatever haha it’s all good though! we didn’t take that many notes, just thought i’d check up on you and stuff. we need to hang out with vriska soon! she’s been kinda bugging me about you because she thinks you’re really funny (and kiiiiiiiinda cute but shhh) haha just text me sometime ooooooookay?? haha!
toasted:o)
((ooc: hi im a silly girl who doesnt know what she is doing half the time oAo… but no really im not anti social or anything im just really awks and i fail at life. i dont interact with people well because im dumb. what is interaction? i have no idea. but seriously if you try to talk to me i wont like ignore you or anything ill just be really stupid about it because im socially awkward. so im gonna stop typing this now before i start killing peoples brain cells and making them all confused oops. /sits in a corner.))
((ooc/ hahahh all the shit i miss when i actually do other things for once ahhhh!!!!! BUT OH MY GOODY GOODY GUMDROPS HI!!!! finally you say something uvu that is a good thing to do yes yes. And in all honestly nobody really knows what they’re doing half the time but you just gotta wing it and shit turns out alright :3 HOWEVER! if you’re ever feeling lost or stuck or anything literally, literally, literally, i can’t stress that enough, don’t even hesitate to shoot me an ask i’d be more than happy to help in any way i can!! seriously. like no one messages me ever so do it if you feel the need. do. it. asdfjhsdf and also yes what is interaction indeed? i just. what? i can’t. irl and on the internet. i can’t start conversations but then if someone takes the liberty to, then i can’t seem to shut up, take right now for example 8^y hurrrrrrrrrk. but. awkward peeps are the best kinda peeps sooo, yes. just yes. also you’re forbidden from sitting in the corner. and that’s final~ ok idk what else to ramble about so i’ma ollie outtie for now eue ))
((ooc/ in a couple hours ohlawrd. ))
UuHhHh… DaMn MaN i CaN’t EvEn MoThErFuCkIn BeGiN tO sTrAiGhT uP bE tElLiN yOu HoW mUcH tHaT aLl MeAnS tO mE. yOu’Re A tRuE fUcKiN fRiEnD eGbErT, aNd ThE rIgHt PlAcE iS fOr ReAl ThE pLaCe YoUr HeArT’s Up In. :o)
HaHa ThAnKs BrO tHaT’d Be SwEeTeR tHaN tHe MoThErFuCkEr’S bItChTiTs, FoR rEaL.
((ooc: oops it was true i went to bed like four hours after i replied to you OOPS I’M BAD AT THIS SLEEP SCHEDULE THING eep maybe i should go to bed at a decent ti- nope never haha!))
gosh gamzee it’s no problem! i asked my dad and he said you could c’mon over whenever you want because he likes meeting my friends and i told him all about your friendship with karkat and he thought you were just as grumpy as he is but don’t worry because i told him you’re just as happy as me! maybe even happier actually haha just make sure you bring faygo when you come over though if you want to make faygo icing for a cake because we don’t keep that stuff in the house! my dad thinks it rots teeth but i can say your teeth look mighty beautiful for all the faygo you drink haha!
HaAaAaAh WeLl ThAt SoUnDs GoOd To Me BrOtHeR. :o)
FuCk! I dIdN’t EvEn KnOw FaYgO cOuLd FuCkIn Be IcInG… mOtHeRfUcKiNg MiRaClEs At ThEiR fRuItFuL lAbOr. NeVeR aLl Up AnD cEaSiNg To MaKe LiFe BeAuTiFuL.
windysideup asked themisfitmessiah:
AhAhAh WeLl ShIt ThAnKs BrO! :o) I dOnE nEaRlY aLl Up AnD fOrGoTtEn AbOuT tHe WhOlE hOmEwOrK tHiNg. I jUsT nEeDeD tO gEt SoMe MoThErFuCkIn ShUt EyE aNd ChIlL tHe FuCk OuT, eLsE i SwOrE i’D gO nUtS oR sOmE nOiSe… :o(
UuHhHh ThAnKs FoR hAvIn My BaCk LiKe A mOtHeRfUcKiN cHiRoPrAcToR. :o)
AnD yEsSsS wE sHoUlD aLl MoSt DeFiNiTeLy AlL uP aNd KiCk BaCk In AlL eAcH oThEr’S fUcKiN CoMpAnY. tHaT’d Be ChIlL aS a FrEsH fAyGo. :oD
((ooc: sorry for not replying as an ask like normal u_u; but i don’t have this as a separate blog from my main one and so i wouldn’t be able to post it to this blog otherwise D: ALSO THANK GOD i though everybody had forgotten about this RP… ;_; ))
((ooc: oops i’m one of the moderators and POOPS but luckily you’re still here!!! i hope everyone else got your asks and butts like that but ahh!!! at least you’re here for me and i’m here for you sooo woohoo! and at least now i always know how to contact you haha! it’s all good, darling!))
yeah of course gamzee, it’s no problemo on my part! i know it was easter today and junk but when’s the next time you’re free? we could take a super fly white boy walk downtown to 7-11 and get some sweet faygo for you my man and something non-sweetened for me! probably iced tea or something haha!!
so how was your easter by the way wow that question totally just got up and jumped right over my head haha
((ooc/ yes i will always still be here uvu i still have to post the other half to that mini fic/back story i wrote? huuurrkk. but yes eue ))
WeLl I mEaN iT’s JuSt AnOtHeR fUcKiN dAy Am I rIgHt? UuHhH… :o)
i DuNnO mAn, NoT mUcH cElEbRaTiN aLl Up AnD hApPeNs In ThE mAkArA hOuSeHoLd, ThE oLd MaN’s NoT aRoUnD tOo OfTeN.
BuT iT wAs A gOoD dAy NoNe ThE mOtHeRfUcKiN lEsS. :o)
((ooc: go go go, write write write! i’m snoozin all over his bed i’m sitting in, in a couple hours but i’m gonna get some fic writing down before i go so whoop whoop))
i mean yeah of course but didn’t you do anything special with your dad- oh… sorry to here that gamzee! maybe you should come over next easter and chill with my dad and i! i mean all we do is bake and stuff because that’s all we ever seem to do but at least then he’ll have someone to eat all the cakes with since i kind of really really really hate cake haha
i’ll have to remind him to make you a cake with faygo icing or something whenever your birthday rolls around like a lazy puppy because he’d totally do it for you because he’s a cool guy like that!
((ooc/ in a couple hours ohlawrd. ))
UuHhHh… DaMn MaN i CaN’t EvEn MoThErFuCkIn BeGiN tO sTrAiGhT uP bE tElLiN yOu HoW mUcH tHaT aLl MeAnS tO mE. yOu’Re A tRuE fUcKiN fRiEnD eGbErT, aNd ThE rIgHt PlAcE iS fOr ReAl ThE pLaCe YoUr HeArT’s Up In. :o)
HaHa ThAnKs BrO tHaT’d Be SwEeTeR tHaN tHe MoThErFuCkEr’S bItChTiTs, FoR rEaL.
(( ooc: okay so my boyfriend is really shy and she doesn’t really interact with people because SHE’S SHY which isn’t true but bluh okay so everyone go say hi to crabkitty because she’s too silly to do it herself!!! there ya go babe! make friends c’: ))
((ooc/ i made a post when it said she followed me for the rp OuO but in reference to her personal blog I’ve been following her for a while now ohoohohhoh eue i’m just too socially inept myself to converse with anyone gomen u_u BUT HEY THAT CAN CHANGE sike it can’t but i can force myself to interact 8^y ))
(( ooc: aw, yeah, i told her about that! :o but i’m not sure if she’s going to do anything about it ooor… but yeah! just give her time hehe c’: oooh wait, you follow her personal??? :O awww that’s so sweet of you, golly ahh!! c’: gosh you’re cute i don’t even know you but you’re such a doll!!! :’3 eep no don’t be unsocially TALK TO ME gosh i’m sorry wow sorry haha i’m really talkative!!!! seriously i can talk to anyone and everyone forever oh my god see look at me now!!!!! it’s really sad because i do this in real life too i just never stop talking wow oopsies sorry gonna go flutter away now and talk to karkitty because she’s silly and still doesn’t know how to tumblr rp eep :I so yeees talk to me whenever you want, on my personal or on here!!! :’D ))
((ooc/ whuat a doll ok asfjs heheh yes i have indeed been following her and your personal blogs for a while~~~ now. [hnnnnnnnnnnhhhnnhggg i even checked out her dA yeppers] and i mean it’s all good i’d definitely go shoot her an ask for the rp IF I FCUCKENING COULD ASDHSK FARTS but nope.avi alas my efforts would bear no fruit because stupid tumblr joint blogs are all hurpindurp and automatically make it from my main blog… u_u so i guess now its time to play the waiting game to see if she ever rebagels the greetings and salutations i posted nun’ i actually feel reALLY AWKWARD just saying all this stuff not directed at her ok cuz she can prolly read this HEY YOU HEY YEAH ITS REALLY OK IM FROM THE INTERNET. hypocrite time: the internet is a place you shouldn’t be afraid to be completely obnoxious on and talk to people and not be afraid because we’re all creeps and we’re all social derps so s’all good bruh s’all good. ok what am i kidding i abide by this i just can’t start conversations u_u;))
windysideup asked themisfitmessiah:hi gamzee! i got your bio homework from last week, since you probably skipped or whatever haha it’s all good though! we didn’t take that many notes, just thought i’d check up on you and stuff. we need to hang out with vriska soon! she’s been kinda bugging me about you because she thinks you’re really funny (and kiiiiiiiinda cute but shhh) haha just text me sometime ooooooookay?? haha!
AhAhAh WeLl ShIt ThAnKs BrO! :o) I dOnE nEaRlY aLl Up AnD fOrGoTtEn AbOuT tHe WhOlE hOmEwOrK tHiNg. I jUsT nEeDeD tO gEt SoMe MoThErFuCkIn ShUt EyE aNd ChIlL tHe FuCk OuT, eLsE i SwOrE i’D gO nUtS oR sOmE nOiSe… :o(
UuHhHh ThAnKs FoR hAvIn My BaCk LiKe A mOtHeRfUcKiN cHiRoPrAcToR. :o)
AnD yEsSsS wE sHoUlD aLl MoSt DeFiNiTeLy AlL uP aNd KiCk BaCk In AlL eAcH oThEr’S fUcKiN CoMpAnY. tHaT’d Be ChIlL aS a FrEsH fAyGo. :oD
((ooc: sorry for not replying as an ask like normal u_u; but i don’t have this as a separate blog from my main one and so i wouldn’t be able to post it to this blog otherwise D: ALSO THANK GOD i though everybody had forgotten about this RP… ;_; ))
((ooc: oops i’m one of the moderators and POOPS but luckily you’re still here!!! i hope everyone else got your asks and butts like that but ahh!!! at least you’re here for me and i’m here for you sooo woohoo! and at least now i always know how to contact you haha! it’s all good, darling!))
yeah of course gamzee, it’s no problemo on my part! i know it was easter today and junk but when’s the next time you’re free? we could take a super fly white boy walk downtown to 7-11 and get some sweet faygo for you my man and something non-sweetened for me! probably iced tea or something haha!!
so how was your easter by the way wow that question totally just got up and jumped right over my head haha
((ooc/ yes i will always still be here uvu i still have to post the other half to that mini fic/back story i wrote? huuurrkk. but yes eue ))
WeLl I mEaN iT’s JuSt AnOtHeR fUcKiN dAy Am I rIgHt? UuHhH… :o)
i DuNnO mAn, NoT mUcH cElEbRaTiN aLl Up AnD hApPeNs In ThE mAkArA hOuSeHoLd, ThE oLd MaN’s NoT aRoUnD tOo OfTeN.
BuT iT wAs A gOoD dAy NoNe ThE mOtHeRfUcKiN lEsS. :o)
(( ooc: okay so my boyfriend is really shy and she doesn’t really interact with people because SHE’S SHY which isn’t true but bluh okay so everyone go say hi to crabkitty because she’s too silly to do it herself!!! there ya go babe! make friends c’: ))
((ooc/ i made a post when it said she followed me for the rp OuO but in reference to her personal blog I’ve been following her for a while now ohoohohhoh eue i’m just too socially inept myself to converse with anyone gomen u_u BUT HEY THAT CAN CHANGE sike it can’t but i can force myself to interact 8^y ))
windysideup asked themisfitmessiah:
hi gamzee! i got your bio homework from last week, since you probably skipped or whatever haha it’s all good though! we didn’t take that many notes, just thought i’d check up on you and stuff. we need to hang out with vriska soon! she’s been kinda bugging me about you because she thinks you’re really funny (and kiiiiiiiinda cute but shhh) haha just text me sometime ooooooookay?? haha!
AhAhAh WeLl ShIt ThAnKs BrO! :o) I dOnE nEaRlY aLl Up AnD fOrGoTtEn AbOuT tHe WhOlE hOmEwOrK tHiNg. I jUsT nEeDeD tO gEt SoMe MoThErFuCkIn ShUt EyE aNd ChIlL tHe FuCk OuT, eLsE i SwOrE i’D gO nUtS oR sOmE nOiSe… :o(
UuHhHh ThAnKs FoR hAvIn My BaCk LiKe A mOtHeRfUcKiN cHiRoPrAcToR. :o)
AnD yEsSsS wE sHoUlD aLl MoSt DeFiNiTeLy AlL uP aNd KiCk BaCk In AlL eAcH oThEr’S fUcKiN CoMpAnY. tHaT’d Be ChIlL aS a FrEsH fAyGo. :oD
((ooc: sorry for not replying as an ask like normal u_u; but i don’t have this as a separate blog from my main one and so i wouldn’t be able to post it to this blog otherwise D: ALSO THANK GOD i though everybody had forgotten about this RP… ;_; ))
==> Your name is GAMZEE MAKARA and you can’t sleep.
Jesus, how long have you just been laying there? Oh yeah, you remember you’d decided to stop keeping track of that shit.
….
((Fuuuuu…. oh Gamzee… *huggles the poor babeh* ;A; *huggles Goatdad too*
My feels hurt now… But this is rather beautifully written and I can’t wait to see more. I need to think of something for Equius.))
((Ahhh someone actually read it thank goodness ‘(◡ ‿ ◡ ✿) and ahh thank you for thinking so, about it being beautifully written :’3c I think it could use more depth but~~ oh well. For Eq I guess it’d depend on what subject you wanna touch on >.< but ahh did you see the post I made in reply to Equius on that last convo? I made it a new post since I thought it’d be better than reblogging that one owl post a bunch of times, since I thought it’d probably be odd for whoever originally posted it to see an RP happen on their post n_n’ ))
==> Your name is GAMZEE MAKARA and you can’t sleep.
Jesus, how long have you just been laying there? Oh yeah, you remember you’d decided to stop keeping track of that shit.
Breathing slowly and deeply, you turn to stare at the ceiling. Your view was slightly obscured by your large velvet canopy, but it wasn’t a big deal. You still have a pretty good view of what you wanted to see. The soft radiance from the fuck ton of glow in the dark stars you had stuck to your ceiling gave you comfort. They did for as long as you’ve had them, which is since you were fuckin’ born as far as you were concerned.
You remain transfixed for a moment longer before shifting your position in bed for the umpteenth time. At this point, sleep is something you couldn’t even bother yourself to hope for.
As much as you wished you could be at your current situation, you couldn’t. For reasons as being your chill motherfucking self, you simply aren’t apt to gettin’ mad and shit. Also probably because you’ve just worn out all of your negative feelings on the matter already.. It’d just be a waste of your energy.
You can’t remember much about your childhood, but your sleeping patterns have been this sporadic for as long as you can recall.
You still aren’t entirely sure why your sleeping schedule is so out of fucking wack, but you could venture a guess as to what catalyzed it.
When you were still just a budding little motherfucker in your early years of middle school, all the shit going on with your home life just seemed to get worse and worse. There were extensive periods of time where your dad would just.. leave. When he’d go and how long he’d be gone always varied — as if it weren’t enough that you couldn’t rely on him to be there, you couldn’t even rely on how long he’d be gone. Sometimes he bothered to dub his trips “business trips,” but more often than not, he didn’t seem to be bothered to give a shit.
It never left your mom in a well state… but of course, how could it? She’d be too worried to do proper activities, and so upset she’d snap and become agitated at even the most trivial of things. But what really stuck with you was the image of her spindly, cold hands shaking near-violently whenever she stroked your hair to soothe the pair of you. In your recollection, the closest match of her voice you could play back in your head was with that overpowering tremble that came from the bottom of her throat. Even through all of the anxiety, you could tell that she tried to keep it hidden. She so desperately wanted to be able to be strong enough for the both of you… You’d always admired her for that.
Things had already gotten well out of hand by the time your mom decided she was done. Done with everything, and all the bullshit she was going through. It was definitely for the best, you thought, but you weren’t expecting things to turn out quite how they did.
Your father had been home for a whole six consecutive days by the time she got the muster to say anything. But what she said, you’ll never know.
Nothing about school that day stuck out as significant to you. It was just another more-than-average milling school day of skidding by on bare minimum and dicking around with your palls.
Walking home from the bus stop, you didn’t initially notice anything remotely out of the ordinary. Wearing your signature slouch, you allowed your head to droop and your rather unkempt hair slid from under the confines of your hoodie and out in front of your eyes. This didn’t really matter to you, probably due to the fact that your eyelids were so heavy that they had you shifting back and forth between consciousness. You were going on your fourth day of not having slept, and it was usually around day three that things start going hazy. You were completely relazed, embracing your current state of mind.
It wasn’t until the sound of a sharp crunch under your foot made its way up to your ears that you realized something was off.
Practically fighting yourself to lift your eyelids open, you looked up, lazily pushing your hood back and stopped dead in your tracks. What the hell were you looking at?
You remained still as you took in the scene you were just presented with.
The screen was popped out of the front door, the door itself hung haphazardly from its hinges. The patio table was knocked over, and trailing sparingly from it were shards of broken glass. Instinctively your eyes darted back to your own feet, and you discover sparkling pieces beneath your foot.
It took you more than a good minute to process all of this. What in the name of fuck happened?
Slowly you brought your gaze back up to lay on the man at the center of this mess.
Your father sat unmoving on the porch step, forehead in one hand and cigarette in the other.
The first thing you felt was anger. Your lips parted, you wanted to scream and yell and cuss at him, but no words came out. You didn’t know exactly what you’d have said, anyway. Your mind was reeling, working harder than what was usually comfortable. “What the ever loving fuck.” was all you could manage.
No response came from your father, but you notice his shoulders slump lower and his fingertips curl, gripping tight on his hair. Was he… honestly upset?
You took a few halfhearted steps toward him, for lack of a better idea of what to do in that second. He still said nothing, but took several more drags of his cigarette.
A few more silence filled seconds pass before a noise made by your father cuts through the quiet. That’s all it was: a noise. Something that would have otherwise been incomprehensible in terms of words, but you knew exactly what that pain-filled sough was. Your dad was chocking back tears.
You took another step toward him, suddenly overwhelmed with pity and what might have been concern. “Dad…?” You had no idea what to say.
It didn’t take much time to pass before he broke down right in front of you.
“She left us, Gam… She just motherfucking up and left us…” His voice quaking, he didn’t even look at you when he spoke. You could see his face twist and distort from the strain.
What? But…
For a second you forgot how to breathe.
Your entire body went rigid and the life was vacuumed out of you. How could it be true? Suddenly you felt more exhausted and weak than you had in your entire life. But you thought… You thought she’d take you with her.
And fuck, a lump started to set up camp in the back of your throat.
You squeezed your eyes shut and clenched your fists, it felt like you’d been walloped in the stomach. Repeatedly.
Before you had any time to stop yourself, the first tear rolls down your cheek.
((So this happened? I started it off with intentions of it only being about a paragraph.. Oh. I don’t know what happened u_u Ummmmmmmmmm I guess this can be a sort of back story and it’s only part way of what I have in mind so I guess this is part one.
It was my thoughts on how I’d translate goat dad into the whole human thing? I guess. hurp. And before you go jumpin to conclusions he doesn’t leave for so long to cheat. goat dad isn’t a cheater k. it’ll be explained in due time.
Oh god aahh I’ve lost control of my life. Okay. I cried while writing this lolol.
This is really long I should’ve done a read more ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ oh well
Okay I’m done now. OLLIES OUTIE~))
